choke hold / strangle hold

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

i want to kick you in the face, break your legs and throw you from a train (because you're such a fucking girl)

There is a difference between being an intuitive and being a mind-reader. Keep that mind, folks.

Anger is bubbling over every which way. It is startling me.

The thing with anger is that, in the end, you have to find a way to get it out – to deal with it – without convincing yourself that anyone (let alone the person/ people/ things the anger is directed towards) has to even care about your anger. People have an uncanny ability to duck anger. If they see it coming their way, they will often pay any price to avoid it. To refuse it, people will walk away from friendships, sexual relationships, jobs, teams, marriages.

And so I warn you, my friends, anger is here. I am a little bit dangerous these days.

I can’t count the number of times that I have wanted to grab someone by the shirt collar and scream in their face “FOR THE LOVE OF FUCK! DON’T YOU CARE ABOUT ANYTHING BESIDES YOURSELF??!! YOU ARE SO FUCKING TRANSPARENT – IT KILLS ME!!” this week. I will keep you posted on how next week goes.

This time, a hug just isn’t gonna cut it.

1 Comments:

At 8:05 PM, Blogger goodurs said...

i probably should have given you a hug today. considering our vulnerable states, i guess i didn't want to encourage anything...anything being tears and such.

 

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